when she goes

28 Feb

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There used to be stories to tell till

the mind grew more still.

The I became she – and she

pulled out my new suitcase

and filled it with things not wanted anymore:

ferragamo heels and a lily pulitzer dress

and a tape from a soap opera i was in

on a forgotten cable channel.

She said she knew a place with a better address.

Still she comes to visit;

we sit with tea.

She is forever lacing our drinks with her

special sugars

that turn bitter

then poisonous.

When she leaves, I listen for the sound of her

clacking shoes to fade away,

and I am left with what she didn’t take:

cicada symphonies rising in crescendo with

the owl outside my window, and

my secret love affair with a tree

that bows to me in the heavy rain.

When I bow back, I am careful to be lower

than his crown,

muddying my lips on his roots.

10 Responses to “when she goes”

  1. Awareness ItSelf's avatar
    Awake in 365 Days February 28, 2013 at 1:07 pm #

    Very stirring to the soul. “cicada symphonies” and the best love affairs are with trees. Hope all is flowing well with you πŸ™‚

    • marga t.'s avatar
      marga t. February 28, 2013 at 3:43 pm #

      Only kindred know about the trees πŸ™‚ Good flow here. A certain weariness of the extended strain has lifted to reveal again the joy. Hope you are enjoying your day! So nice to know every single day you have a forehead slapping quote or morsel πŸ™‚

      • Awareness ItSelf's avatar
        Awake in 365 Days March 1, 2013 at 12:46 pm #

        I swear that trees actually hug back! They are such wonderful givers of unconditional love. Forehead slapping quotes and morsels, I like that, thanks! πŸ™‚

      • marga t.'s avatar
        marga t. March 2, 2013 at 3:45 pm #

        Do you remember when tree hugger was an insult? I too get that vibe from trees, but also find Castaneda’s and Tolkien’s take on the indifferent or slightly hostile trees interesting. Hope you get to hug a tree today:)

  2. Joel Parker's avatar
    encounteringthesoul February 28, 2013 at 6:46 pm #

    Such a beautiful and somber tone. Reverence for both what goes and what remains

    • marga t.'s avatar
      marga t. February 28, 2013 at 9:23 pm #

      Thank you for your fresh eyes; I see in a new way through your descriptions, here!

  3. m.caimbeul's avatar
    caimbeul March 1, 2013 at 4:43 pm #

    That’s a wow.

  4. stockdalewolfe's avatar
    stockdalewolfe March 25, 2013 at 5:07 pm #

    Loved this. I, too, have love affairs with trees.

    • marga t.'s avatar
      marga t. March 25, 2013 at 6:11 pm #

      I would have imagined that to be so from your writing. I find myself sharing these unspoken truths and am amazed to find the same truths in others. thank you for sharing your time/attention with me today!

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