how we all are waking

5 Sep

so many years

and tasks

it has taken

to get to a spot

where brief

and luxurious

days – mornings

open with breath

and dancing sun spots

behind the eyelids

before the self suit

gets put on –

self talk

ceases for whole moments

and when it comes back online

one small voice seems to say

wait, do you need the clothes of self?

there is no hurry,

stay in naked,

linger,

BE today

and tomorrow

and maybe

for the foreseeable stash

of nows

piled in the closet.

unseen is whether it

is a mountain of nows

or one last one

before the dawning that

now continues beyond

our ability to hoard

beyond any idea

of what is next

or needs to be answered,

For now

has oxygen

and nutrients

aplenty,

and needs no

peanut gallery of support

from the crowd

that used to live-broadcast

commentary and opinion,

silent outside

this head,

outside all heads,

tuned to a similar station,

now

signing off

for good.

 

5 Responses to “how we all are waking”

  1. Alison and Don September 5, 2020 at 5:01 pm #

    Oh I love this! Thank you.
    Alison ❤

    • marga t. September 10, 2020 at 1:28 pm #

      It does me good to catch glimpses of you! xx m

  2. walkingquestionmark360 September 6, 2020 at 3:06 pm #

    “peanut gallery of support”! Brilliant!

    • marga t. September 10, 2020 at 1:30 pm #

      They are so loud, sometimes, that raucous group inside my head! How’s your internal mob lately? xx m

      • walkingquestionmark360 October 11, 2020 at 3:42 pm #

        Somehow I missed your reply to my reply….my mob is quite english at the moment. Not too much loud grumbling or proclamation, but some subtle tutting and curtain twitching at what I may or may not be doing correctly…..

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